better than yesterday.

woke up at 11plus today.
n yesterday is better than the day before.
as i had few days of sleepless night, but thanks God yesterday was better alr..
aniwaez, i'll b guin to Punggol today, to my churchmate's house. ;D
coz all of us r having hari raya break..
haha
okay, yesterday didnt talk to him at all.
not complaining or feel sad though, but despite that i'm still learning to move on.
i shall not b too hopeful bout things coz its like the end i'm the one who will feel disappointed due to my own expectations.
hope tat i can just treat u as friend, nothing less, nothing more.
so that if in the future, u r to hve gf or watever it is, i wont feel anything bout it..
it wont b easy, but it doesnt mean its impossible.
this is my first time having this kinda feeling, coz in the past its very easy for me to like someone, i mean having crushes, i guess.
but this time i dunno why my feeling towards u hvnt fades away yet.
coz normally when someone confessed, n tats actually a wake up call for the person, whether we really like the guy or not.
coz if we see from the eyes' of our friends, he is actually just a normal guy. but why do we hve feelings towards them?
i don't noe why i have feelings towards him either.
somehow yeah, i've it.
as a friend, i'm grateful tat at least he did share with me things like he is guin where or wat..
or he is angry or irri with things.
coz at least it shows tat he is becoming more-open.
he used to keep everything to himself, n i only wish tat he can treat me as his confident n talk to me when he wanna.
sometimes keeping everything to ourselves is disastrous n torturing, when u talk to someone bout it, that someone might not b able to tell u wat to do,  but i hope me as that someone can b ur pillar of strength, so tat u noe no matter wat happened, u will have me as ur support. for u will not b alone.
okay, this does not only apply to him, but to everyone.
i really hope, i can always be there for u guys.
so tat u guys noe, u guys r never alone, for i will always b there for u..
my hp will b on 24/7 just for u guys.. =)