moving on is not easy.

I have been having sleepless nights.
i have been thinking bout lots of things which make me confused what exactly i'm thinking bout.
but yeah, i should stop worrying so much for everything has been well planned by Him.
TEACH ME TO ALWAYS TRUST U, GOD.
I KNOW I WILL N I CAN.
GIVE ME THE STRENGTH, GOD.
FOR THIS IS MY PRAYER.

back to the main thing.
i woke up at around 1plus PM today n now its 3.28PM.
have been blogging, fb-ing, check email n wat have u..
every single day.
i learn not to think of him.
i learn to ignore this feeling for i know its impossible for us to b tgt.
okay maybe not impossible like at all, but somehow i know he doesnt hve any feeling for me.
but i'm being selfish here, i know.
for i wish he would b more caring towards me, despite knowing he is a nobody to me.
this whole things, is killing me, softly, not literally though.
sometimes, we wish the person being honest with us coz we think that so that we can move on after tat.
but after knowing the truth, it will hurt us n we wont even talk to the person anymore.
a friendship just gone like tat.
is it worth it?
its really complicated.
when its supposed to b so simple.
i wanna to get out of this complicated-whole-thing.
i dun wanna to b like keep thinking bout NOTHING.
LITERALLY, N.O.T.H.I.N.G..
i wanna to move on n enjoy my life.

okay, ECONS PAPER ON 13 SEPT, NEXT MONDAY.
I CAN DO IT.
GONNA STUDY. STUDY. STUDY.
if others can, so can I.. =)

DEPRESSED MODE ON.
HAHA.