NEXT PATH IN LIFE, POLY.

WELL, ALMOST A YEAR SINCE "O" LEVELS.
ONE SEMESTER IS ALMOST GONE IN POLY, S'PORE POLY.
STUCK IN ACCOUNTANCY COURSE.
okay, i shouldnt complain, i dun wish to think too much either.
but seriously, WHY AM I IN ACCOUNTANCY COURSE?
feel so demoralised when u dun even noe ur core-module, which is acccountancy.
where everyone is like so gud in it..
but yeah, again, trying to comfort myself, i guess.
HE HAS A PLAN FOR ME, A BEAUTIFUL ONE, A WELL-PLANNED ONE, JUST FOR ME.
i dun have to worry so much, all i have to do is surrender all, EVERY SINGLE THING, to him.
He always gives the best for His children.

back to the main thing.
my class consists of 20 students including me.
i didnt attend the first day of orientation n when 2nd day i went, there was lil awkwardness there.
okay, i dislike my class n envy other people's class coz they r like so bonded together.
i was hoping for a better bonded class.
well, just hoping we'll get closer tgt..
okay, the dislike there, is not the hate kind but somehow just not wat i was hoping for, i guess..
when i was in Sec school, n have decided that i will go to Poly, i was so excited then for my new class.
but after a semester being together, here n there conflict, again just like in sec school.
but at least in sec school, i have a clique, who r my bestfriends, we spent most of our time tgt, chatting, laughing, being so open with each other. but now poly, no more.
or maybe hvnt yet.

n being in a class with those smartees, do make me feel sad.
i wonder how i got those good results last time.
am i becoming lazier or wats..
aaaarrrrgggggghhhhhhh...
frustrated.
but aniwaey, econs, fom, dbe, bc, itb, n of coz pacc..
i dun understand most of it, but better now i guess..
except for pacc..
OH GOD, HELP.
WHEN I'M WEAK, U WILL B THE ONE WHO STRENGTHEN ME.
I SURRENDER ALL TO U.
u have placed me at SP, DAC/08 n always guiding me, i believe u still will n never will u leave me alone.

keep on trying.

FT/DAC/08.

LAST DAY OF DBE.