just reached home n my eyes r super duper dry..
gonna sleep early today..
n day by day, i have more n more fears to encounter..
more n more things to think bout..
less hopeful..
i wanna b more thankful..
i dunno why sometimes, no, most of the times, there will b people who can influence the way u think, feel, ur mood, ur life in every single thing they do, their action or by wat they say, though u might not b related by blood.
okay, i dunno wat i'm thinking bout right now..
guess, too much there..
but i thanks God for this week, though this is a tiring week, but i was occupied with work that i think less bout it..
why is he tat special, oh God..
okay, maybe not to most people..
he is just an ordinary person, but why..
why..
why..
teach me God to treat him not more than a friend, just a friend..
i'm tired of all this hide-n-seek, up-n-down of this feelings towards him with no certainty wat so ever..
i'm tired of being jealous..
well i do..
maybe he didnt realise it or not...
but wat right do i have to b jealous over it at the first place when he doesnt even bother?
nvrmind..
so i went to bugis for dinner with my mom n bought pants n skirts..
then took cab home..
n now i'm home sweet home, though its not tat sweet after all..
lol..
n my uncle n auntie ( the 3td one ) staying at my house..
busy house this month..
lol..
p.s: EXCITED TO GO TO GENTING NEXT SAT. ;D
hope its not gonna b a boring one..
exciteddd..
n tmr guin for interview with KQ to hagen daz..
;D
hoho
nitezzzz all.
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