things are getting worse, but i keep on hanging there.

I FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD.
SCREAMED OUT LOUD.
U HAVE NEVER BEEN IN MY POSITION.
U DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL.

we were almost there, but what happened?
i miss you.
i have never feel like this before.
i tried to keep this feeling dead inside me, but i failed.
does that mean u really cant be bothered already or what?
i have yet to get the answer.
u are the wrong guy i have been fighting for?
feeling so tortured inside.
do u know how it feels?
u once said u wont be a good boyfriend, are u sure?
we may not be together, but i wish we will be close, just like last time.
we talk with each other.
why why why
what is happening?
when i feel down, emo, u were there.
but where are u now?
I MISS YOU.

is he the new person that has come to my life?
will he be able to replace u in my heart?

P.S: happie Valentine's day.

it has been a year plus ever since i hang on to this feeling, how long will it take?

i don't know, but i will still try to make it work out.

u tell me k.

i'm all tired, yet i keep on fighting for it, for u n me, for us.