Alot of thoughts going thru my mind..
After keep on tryin for millions of times, people do get tired isnt it?
I'm supposed to b asleep, since an hour ago..
Yet, i just felt like being pull down, deeper n deeper to this unhappieness of life.
As much as i try to be happie, people start to take it for granted.
My effort put in to make this family keep going, yet people starts to give up in it.
Where r u guys now?
Given up?
Can't be bothered?
Why?
Is it that easy when you said u dont care?
Why can't i do the same?
Exams in 2 days time, but do you even care?
Do you even care about how i feel?
Why can't i just have a normal life like others?
Ever thought about how many times i want to end this whole freaking life?
Ever thought of how much i have kept inside within me?
Ever thought of how long have i hold on to things that i shouldn't?
Ever thought of how much hurt i'm suffering coz of what you have done?
Ever thought whether i'm happie or not?
Is this what you call home?
Is this what you call family?
Is this what you call happiness?
When its just full of sorrow, sadness, unhappieness, selfishness, couldnt care-less people.
I'm sick n tired of this.
When you need me, you ask for me.
When you need me, you order me around.
When you dont need me, you blame me for every single stupid thing you can come out with.
Why did you even bother to bring me to life?
Why am i even born?
How long more will this go on like now?
How long more do i have to go through this all alone?
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