i shall start updating this blog again!

holiday, has passed for like few weeks, left with like less than one month to go..

hmm.. its been like "GREAT"?

i dont know..

i've been feeling so empty, not that it has no purpose or meaningless, just that, i dont feel the love from people around me i supposed.

things are drifting apart. 

friends are there, yet we just seems to be moving away..

so closed, yet so empty in the inside..

talking lesser and lesser.. 

I'm wondering how long this will last for to..

its like, "just no topic to talk about" kind..

hmm.. as much as i'm getting closer with the 1403 peeps, i wanna to stay close with korem peeps too..

i guess u will never be able to get the best of both world?

i keep on giving words of encouragement, i keep on comforting people, yet i can't even make myself happie..

actually not really, i'm a happie girl..

but at some point in life, i still feel jealous of what others have which i don't.

hmm..

its in human's blood, i guess.

we like to compare, and this comparisons are the ones that make us unhappie..

nevermind, skip that.

so, i went for OCIP for 7 days, went to Penang.

i still have 1k of photos to upload, waiting for Randy though..

hoho

today while commenting on Albin's status, i realised that everyone has their own story to tell, might be their past, might be their downturns, anything else. 

someone smiling so widely, happily, yet they are suffering so much in the inside.

i wish i can help them, though nothing much i can do..

as much as i wanna be a psychologist, though i don't even think that i'm born to be one, i just wanna people around me to know that i care for them, alot.

its not because of curiousity, kepo-ness, but simply cause i care.

today, jovian randomly said "GOODNIGHT" to me on FB, i thought he was one evil ice king at first, but at least, we talked a lil, its a good start i guess.

how people react now, in the present, is the effect of what had happened to them in the past.