4th letter.

Dear God,
I guess i'm the worst sista ever, i forgot that today is my bro's bday.
I'm not referring to my eldest bro though but my bro who has been given to my aunt since he was young. Hmmm.. HAPPIE BDAY TO U. Guess you are having a great time at indo now.
Though you are not aware of this truth , guess all we can do is to see you from afar, to keep you in our prayers.
God, thank you for another year that You've given him.
Please protect and guide him whenever he goes to.
Though me n him are not close but still we are related in blood.

In this situation, i'll always think of my mom. Back then, it must be very painful to give her flesh and blood up. Some may say that she is selfish, heartless.
But you know what, God, my mom is the best hero in my heart. She has done a lot for this family. Her doing that is with reasons too. It must have been hard to have him calling her "auntie" instead of mom.
She not revealing the truth, is very thoughtful of her too, she doesn't wanna to disturb his peaceful life now. We all know that he has a promising future, good life now, so there's no good in telling him either.

But yeah, he is still part of us. Bless him, God. Thank you.

With lots of love,
J <3