Before i go to lala land.

Dear God,
It's me again. I don't think i should restrict myself with one blog entry / a letter per day, i'll just write whenever i can to talk to you. :)

The time now is 3:17am, i just done with studying for Cost. Yeah, the time has come, in 14 hours more i'll sit for the paper. I'll give my very best shot just for you, though i was demoralise recently with my results but oh well, i've got to pick myself up for this last 1 year + of my poly life. :)

Thank You God for giving me this chance to study in singapore. Though sometimes i wonder, how could i actually stay here for the past 7 years or so. I have never ever thought of studying in singapore when i was young but yeah, here i'm pursuing my studies and gonna make my dream comes true (though i haven't really sure with what my real dream is). But for now, i'm just gonna try my vwry best with everything that You allow to happen in my life. :)

Oh ya, God. I want to pray to You to keep me focus. I'm getting distracted with my surroundings. Its difficult to control, please guide me along, God.

Before i go and sleep, i just want to say thanks to You, though i won't be able to list down one by one all the blessings i have received til this very second, but still thank you for my imperfectly perfect parents (they may have separated for quite some time already but they are still one in my heart), thank you for my siblings (though they are getting more and more irritating day by day but i still love them. :) ), thank you for the friends that you have given me, be it close friends, best friends, sisters, brothers, classmates, schoolmates, cca-mates, acquaintance, each and every one of them. Thank You, God. Some of them may be on their rough part of their lives, Please help them God. Help them to pass through this tough time, give them strength to carry on, give them wisdom to make the best decision they can ever make, give them comfort, shower them with love and care so that they know they are never alone for there will always be people around them supporting them.

I want to pray for my classmates and my DAC cohort who will be sitting dor Cost paper later on at 5:10pm, i pray that we'll be able to give our best, may we be able to remember what qas taught and what was learnt.

Later gonna be a long day in school and it's only Monday. Okay, stay positive!

Thank You, God. :)

With lots of love,
J <3