Mom is sick again. Til now, i don't understand why must there be sickness? Why can't it be just happie endings to everything? I don't mind sacrificing for her, one less celebrations or two? Or all? I don't mind. I'm used to it anyway. CNY is every year but i've got only one mom. i really wish that one day, soon hopefully, her sickness can all be gone, i know all this can only be possible by You, God. just now she asked me to massage her hands. her hands were very cold, i've this fear in me that i'm scared she will faint again. please God, don't let her fall.
and God, she called me again last night, i thought that call was from Dad.
i miss Dad, a lot.
yesterday i forgot to do something important, i forgot to call dad to say "happie chinese new year" to him. ;( feeling so guilty as i was outside celebrating CNY yet i forgot all about him. what kind of daughter am i?! i wonder how he is doing there. ever since that midnight, i hvn't spoken to him yet.
now i know what it means by "Distance makes the heart grows fonder" i know how it feels that "time can make us forget". as we start to distance and go apart, soon that person will not be in our mind, we won't even remember that person existed in our lives at all, one day, sadly.
i don't wish for that to happen to my life.
because i know each one of them are for purpose to cross the paths in my life, we may be separated but i know we are meant to meet.
Dear God, please take care of my Dad, whenever it is, wherever he is at.
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