Dear God, i don't know what's on my mind now. I guess coz its just too many things going on in there that make me confused once in a while.
Tomorrow is my Cost CA2 paper, i know i'm not ready yet somehow but i'll still give my very best shot for it.
You know that i kind of regretted going to accountancy right but me staying in there, i know it's Your Plan, Your Beautiful Plan. Give me that strength God, to always depends on you, to always surrender to You.
I don't know why either, i have been feeling lousy, easily irritated and one thing for sure, hating him even more day by day. WHY MUST HE EXIST AT THE FIRST PLACE IN MY LIFE??!!
And all this family problems which are getting no where, it's killingggg me for sure. It seems that it's only me who are constantly thinking about it. My sis is so irritating at times, so am i supposed to accept her for who she is? But HOW, God? She treats outsiders so much better than her own family. When she is outside, she will never raise her voice, show black face, etc. but when she is home, it's different ball game all together.
Today i had mom's home cooked food for lunch. It's 1pm now, i shall go and start preparing now then.
Thanks God for today, til this very second.
I love You, God.
With lots of love,
Juveline <3
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