My post for today!

Dear God, i didn't get to write last night or today til now.. I'm feeling pretty lost now, feel like losing myself.
I was either keep on questioning myself or i'll just stare into the empty space. ~.~

What's happening to me?
That's the question i want to know too..

Hmm.. Today, i was late for my project meet up, woke up at 9+ when i'm supposed to be in school by 10am. But glad that my clique is made up of friendsly, lovable kind people! Hehehe then we went to find teacher about pur project and turns out that we chose the wrong company! Luckily the ones that needed to the changes is only 2 of us and not all.. I guess life is like that right, you got lost, but it's never to late to walk back to the right path.. Thank God for the friendly relief tutor too! ) (my clique claims that he is so cutethat they wanna pinch him whenever they see him, bunch of jokers! Hahaha ) i was really looking forward to see my tutor when i heard that (i had food poisoning the other day, so i skipped his lesson) and it turns out that he is no where near cute but friendly though. :)

Then today, i also got back my CRS essay, not that satisfying but was alright, gonna give my very best for the presentation, which will be in 3 weeks time! It's been some time since my last presentation! (nervous mode on!)

My crs topic is on smoking, up til now, i don't get it why people smoke.. What benefit do they get from it? I think those who smoke are just trying to escape from reality, they try to convince themselves that they get some kind of "relief" or "de-stress" from the pressure that they are facing, but seriously there are other better ways to deal with your stress...

Hmmm.. Then met Meiyan for some korea food at jurong east, chit chat then went back home.. Otw home, took the circle line and i over-slept! ;( decided to go to bishan to walk around for awhile, so in the end, i reached home at 9+pm (first to be home!) when i ended school at 5pm.. Thinking back, i think i kinda wasted my time today though, don't know what i've been spending my time on..
Feel like going for a jog tmr, hopefully can! :)

Hmm.. God, i've got no idea how my CNY celebration will be like.. But i know, U always have wonderful plan for me.. :)

And when i say that i prefer to be alone at times, i know i'm not really alone because i always have U. :)

Thank You for this Tuesday. :)

With lots of love,
j <3