Roller coaster.

Dear God,
I didn't really count the number of this so called letters to You anymore because i know, soon, i will lost count. Actually i already having trouble with it now.. Hehehe

Before i go to sleep, i just have some things bothering my mind now.
Actually not really bothering, just some things i wanna to tell You. :)

Just now i watched a video on youtube regarding the steepest roller coaster in Japan, i think i'll cry if i was to sit on it, it's 43 Metres if i'm not wrong and there's this point at the climax i think where it will slow down and then reach the steepest point and go as per normal rate. That's the scariest part ever.

I think life is like that right, like a rooler coaster.
There will be some points in life that are steeper than the rest, more challenging, more exciting. We may be struggling with it, trying to overcome the stress that was overwhelming us but in the end, everything will work out. :)

I really hope my positive attitude will last me longer than i ever can imagine, because i really need that. I can't depend on anyone but myself, to motivate myself, to see things from brighter perspective, to stay happy, ro accept the reality and simply to fight for what i want and live my life to fullest.

Hmm.. God, do you know that i care about the people around me more than anything else? Though at times, most of the times i may not tell them, or show it to them. I don't go around texting them every single day or even those i seldom talk to, i do pay attention to them, example through facebook, twitter, their attitude, the way they behave or what others said about them. Though i may appear to be plain ignorant, but i do care about every single one of them because all i want them to know is "they are never alone". The road may be bleak, they may lost their way, they may be on the verge to break down, i just want them to know that they will always have a pillar of support (me) for them whenever they need me. :)
Sounds cliche, huh? But well, that's the beautiful truth. :)
I value friendship and my family more than anything else. :)

I already did a grave mistake in the past, i'm trying to correct it and i don't wanna history to repeat itself. You know, God, every single day, every moment, i'm trying my very best not to look back even if my past tap my shoulder because i know i must move on, i shall not be crippled or be prisoner of my past. :)

Hmm.. God, i wanna do something for CNY, but i've got no idea what to do.. And for celebration, so many people planning to meet up on next next saturday, guess i've got to prioritise.. But either way, I WANNA EVERYONE TO HAVE A HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE CELEBRATIONS! :) :)

Thank you for this moment, okay, time to sleep! Hehehe

I LOVE YOU MANY MANY GOD!
j <3