Sleepy head.

Dear God,
I'm getting really tired and i can no longer absorb Cost accounting already. ~.~

Yeah, ALL THE BEST TO THAT PAPER TOMORROW. Haiszxzsx!!!
And i've decided not to go tomorrow. Shall prepare for CF paper.

All this are getting no where, but still, i trust You, God.

Look into my heart and heal it oh, God.

Today went to KTB meet up, how's the outcome of it? We gonna surrender it to You. :)
You'll provide the best.

"loving someone that is not "real" is hard"

But afterall that's faith right?

I pray for my KTB, ci rita, sheila, judith, mega, jean. We are all struggling with things in our lives, stressed up, losing our way. Bring us back to your path again God, hold our hands and never let it go. Guide us along. May we walk in Your light. So that we can differentiate the right doings and the wrongs. Amen.

I'm very sleepy already, gonna wake up EARLYYY later on.

Help me, God.
I surrender all to You.

P.S: not forgetting my family and ther friends, God, take good care of them too.

I miss Dad and Bro.
That call again. Please go away.
Mom n Sis, do take good care of yourself too.

Nights, God.

With lots of love,
J <3

How long more?

Dear God,
Somehow i haven't really spent proper time to talk to You.
Though i know You are aware of everything despite me telling You, but still...

I wonder how long will i need to forget all this God?
How long will all this last?
How long more then can i learn to accept it?
Will that ever happen?

I really have a bad memory recently, keep on forgetting to do things.. ~.
and getting pissed off easily too.. ;
Bad habits.

And i'm gonna meet some of KTB peeps later on at 11. :)

Hope things will turn out alright.

P.S: Will i ever meet such a person?

With lots of love,
J <3

Red, Brown, Purple!

Dear God, here i am! :)
And yeah, i just went to dye my hair with meiyan taronk earlier on! ;D
Lovin' it! :)

But before that, i took Tax paper and had lunch with hilary bobo and jesley boy boy! ;D tax paper was alright except for some careless mistakes and certain things that i've forgotten. =.=

That annoying moment when you seems to remember the correct answers after the papers are collected. When you were like discussing the answers after papers.. ~.~

Did i have short term memory or what?
And yeah, today was fun! ;)
The fact that i can be very open with my meiyan, makes me happie! :)

Though lots of things have been happening, things change, i just wanna do my best to keep certain people in my life.

Make it all worth it.

And we chatted, laughed like mad, spam photos, dyed hair, spending time togetherb ;D ;D

Sounds like leh ah?!

Nah, we are still normal, we still like guys! ;P ;P

And i'm so sleeepppyyyy! I wanna my bed and take a nap, what to do?

The same ques again, should i go on Monday? And i have to remind myself to go and meet LO and call MDIS! Zzzzz!

I'm otw home now though, at amk alr? :) jean wanted to meet me but i'm super duper tired alr, gonna give it a pass.

Hopefully cost paper gonna turns out alright!

Fighting! :)

With lots of love,
J <3

Not gonna let it happen, again.

Dear God,
I don't wanna be drifting apart from You, too.
Though i wanted to go to sleep already but i decided that i needed to at least blog a lil. :)
Just now, like since 20mins ago, i wanted to go to bed already but ended up tweeting away.. ~.~


Oh yeah, i was looking through phtos on FB, and saw lots of penang OCIP trip photos! ;'( missing it! Full of memories! Though it may not be the best ocip trip ever that have ever been organised in the whole wideworld but it's one of the best trip i've ever gona too. The guys put in lots of effort to make it work out. Lots of bonding made! And yeah, i don't want it to end just like that. Shall work on that after exams, though some of them are graduating soon, but we've got to ind some time out k! :)

Anyway, first paper, nah, second paper to be exact which was FACC is down alr! :) thank God for being there, giving me the strength, health, time and concentration to get through it. Next paper later on at 9am, Taxation. All along i think i hated this module, because i've got no idea what's talking about, shall prove myself wrong tomorrow! Still, gonna try my best! :) :)

After paper tmr, gonna meet taronk to go and dye our hair, finally gonna use that coupon! ;D ;D

For things to work out, you gonna keep on trying, you need to put in the effort.

Okayy, i shall set my alarms and go to bed! :)

P.S: i did my introductory letter for ITP already, nothing much though. And i can't meet my LO tomorrow. =.= i literally forgotten about my appointment. Zzzz but i emailed him already though! :) :)

Nite, God!
Do take care of my family, friends, strangers that i have yet to meet.

With lots of love,
J <3

Halo - Beyonce Piano Arrangement (Available on iTunes)

And yeah God, not forgetting the wonderful KTB that you have provided me with.
I'm glad to meet this girls.
<3 <3

P.S: though our skype session was kinda failed just now, but at least we managed to see each other's face for awhile and chit chat. :)

Safe and Sound - Taylor Swift (feat. The Civil Wars) (Cover by Tiffany A...

God heals the broken hearted.

Dear God,
You know what's happening right.
I know You do, and Your plan is always great.

Initially, I wanted to go to bed already, then sis who was only a few steps away from mom, she texted her "mom, I <3 you."
Mom showed me that text, i was pretty surprised as i think it's kinda random.
Well, You know right God, my family is not like other lovey dovey family.
We don't go around saying, "Good morning, i love you, i miss you" or kiss or hug each other. We barely talk, we don't share about our problems or how we are doing.

Yesterday, dad texted me and I ended our convo with "good night and i miss you." Today sis sent that to mom, i guess we really are sisters.
I longed to have a sister who I can share my probs with, who can give me inputs on it, sisters who share about every single thing under the sun.
Though we do not have such a rapport, but i'm thankful to have her as my sister, to have this family.

Everyday in life, there may be things that continuously bring us down. Things that never fail to make us unhappy, angry or even irritated to the extent that we blame ourselves, blame others, blame society. or we start to rant, emo nemo on social medias like Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, G+ and whatsoever, but is it worth it?


Don't let anyone, not even a thing bring you down. Don't let them ruin your day. 


I'm still learning. Learning to let go. Learning to care-less, for my sake. 


Thank You, God.
For your never ending love, for always be there when i'm struggling day by day.
Though I can't see you, but I believe, I have faith.
Teach me to keep on holding on to This Faith of mine.
To trust You, with all my heart.
To surrender my life wholly to You.

With lots of love,
J. <3

Christina Perri - Arms (Official Lyric Video)

Search My Heart - Hillsong United (acoustic cover)

HTHT Day.

Dear God,
Teach me to surrender everything to You.
To trust Your plan, Your wonderful plan.
I know You know what's on my mind, and in my heart.
Believe in Him.

Today, hmm.. Yesterday to be exact, i went to study in school. Saw RH n he is staying overnite there.. :O :O then xj joined us not long after that, we talked about lots of things though.. Before that i talked to angel too.. Not forgetting HTHT with my bobo! Hehee thank You God, for giving such great friends. People who understand me, know how i feel and even can tell what i can't say out. I'm glad to have them in my life.

I stayed til 11pm or so then took the train home. Oh ya, today in school one auntie asked me n angel to help her a favour, to open a can of coke, she sai she doesnt has the strength to open it. I wonder how will i be like when i grow older. Well, nobody wants to be weak, or useless. No one wants to be dependent on others but just like life when we need helps, we approach them. But everything has limit to it put urself in the shoes of others. How will u feel if u did what u did?

Okay, i shall elaborate it tomorrow. Super sleepy and tired alr.

And i'm still thinking to go or not.

P.S: what's your purpose in life? What's mine?

Off to bed! Thank You, Alot, God.

With lots of love,
J <3

Jeremy Lin Testimony [Part 1]

Jeremy Lin Testimony [Part 2]

Dear God,
There's no such thing as coincidence right?
Is this what You've planned too?
I know You do.

So today, mom's ICA appoinment is at 9am. Both mom n I woke up at 8:40, none set alarms. Like mother, like daughter? Hahaha

Then we washed up, and left home at 9ish. Then waited for cab for awhile and after some time we got one. We told him we wanna to go to ICA and then he asked whether we knew the way to go because it's his first day of driving today. Woww! So many cabs in singapore, after coming to s'pore for going 8 years, today is the first time i took cab like this. Lol! Then i said i don't know. Seriously, after moving to yck, i don't know how to direct taxi drivers, be it the way to my house or to go somewhere else. =.=

Hopefully later on, everything goes smoothy.

Lots of love,
J <3

V&apos;Day.

Dear God,
I've been thinking alot this few days, til my head hurts without me realising it. Glad that it wasn't that bad headache.

Hmm.. Now it's 5:36Am, i bet i'm gonna woke up very late later on, as much as i wanna to go to school to study but i realised i'm pretty lazy. Hehehe

Yesterday was v'day, nothing much going on though. Except for the fact that, i saw it right after i woke up, early in the morning at 7+, was that a sign or something? How long this gonna last for, God? Someone better will come along right? I'm glad to have You who will never ever leave me alone.

Initially the plan was to go out with the peeps after CRS presentation [ it's all over now! :) ]. But yeah, it was cancelled once because i didn't reply them due to the presentation and then we decided to go out again but there was no certain direction to go to or like which place to chill at or what to do. So we were kinda restless already an decided to head home instead and furthermore Singaporean will be having llab test later on (best of luck to u! :) )

Ever since i saw that, my minds have been running wild. Thinking of the worse scenario, my biggest fear. If that's the truth, i wonder if i can really take it and accept it. Even if it's not now, one day it will right? How will i react to it? How will i face it? Will i be strong enough to face it with a smile? Even thinking about it now and then, it hurts.

Ultimately, all i need is people who chose to stay in my life. Who are willing to fight my battle together with me.

Okay, shall post again. Pretty tired. nites, God.

With lots of love,
J