Dear God,
For the past few days, i have been wasting my time away. ;(
Time, again and again, i misused it.
I stayed at home though but wasn't really producing productive work.
Audit test is tomorrow, Monday.
As usual, i'll motivate myself by saying i'll give my very best so that i won't have any regrets but have i done that yet? Have i really given my best?
Sometimes staying at home is not a good thing. When you start to listen to the same old story, the same problem that will keep on haunting you til who-knows-when.
Getting sick of it? Deal with it.
Guess these thoughts have ever crossed your mind. Who don't wish to be able to buy every single thing they yearn for? Who don't wish to have a lovable and happy family? Who don't wish to be popular to get all the care and concern they needed? Not those attention seeker kind but at least to be assured time again and again that they are not alone, that they are fighting thi tough war called life together.
No point comparing your life with others, because at the end of the day, all you get will be disappointments.
It's 2 minutes to 4am. I wonder what time i'll fall asleep today. I promise i'll go to church later on. I'm thinking of changing church. Should i? After all, it doesn't matter right God? As long as all I have is You.
That sad moment when your siblings treat their friends better than you.
With lot's of love,
J <3





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