Dear God,
You know what's happening right.
I know You do, and Your plan is always great.
Initially, I wanted to go to bed already, then sis who was only a few steps away from mom, she texted her "mom, I <3 you."
Mom showed me that text, i was pretty surprised as i think it's kinda random.
Well, You know right God, my family is not like other lovey dovey family.
We don't go around saying, "Good morning, i love you, i miss you" or kiss or hug each other. We barely talk, we don't share about our problems or how we are doing.
Yesterday, dad texted me and I ended our convo with "good night and i miss you." Today sis sent that to mom, i guess we really are sisters.
I longed to have a sister who I can share my probs with, who can give me inputs on it, sisters who share about every single thing under the sun.
Though we do not have such a rapport, but i'm thankful to have her as my sister, to have this family.
Everyday in life, there may be things that continuously bring us down. Things that never fail to make us unhappy, angry or even irritated to the extent that we blame ourselves, blame others, blame society. or we start to rant, emo nemo on social medias like Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, G+ and whatsoever, but is it worth it?
Don't let anyone, not even a thing bring you down. Don't let them ruin your day.
I'm still learning. Learning to let go. Learning to care-less, for my sake.
Thank You, God.
For your never ending love, for always be there when i'm struggling day by day.
Though I can't see you, but I believe, I have faith.
Teach me to keep on holding on to This Faith of mine.
To trust You, with all my heart.
To surrender my life wholly to You.
With lots of love,
J. <3
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