How long more?

Dear God,
Somehow i haven't really spent proper time to talk to You.
Though i know You are aware of everything despite me telling You, but still...

I wonder how long will i need to forget all this God?
How long will all this last?
How long more then can i learn to accept it?
Will that ever happen?

I really have a bad memory recently, keep on forgetting to do things.. ~.
and getting pissed off easily too.. ;
Bad habits.

And i'm gonna meet some of KTB peeps later on at 11. :)

Hope things will turn out alright.

P.S: Will i ever meet such a person?

With lots of love,
J <3