V'Day.

Dear God,
I've been thinking alot this few days, til my head hurts without me realising it. Glad that it wasn't that bad headache.

Hmm.. Now it's 5:36Am, i bet i'm gonna woke up very late later on, as much as i wanna to go to school to study but i realised i'm pretty lazy. Hehehe

Yesterday was v'day, nothing much going on though. Except for the fact that, i saw it right after i woke up, early in the morning at 7+, was that a sign or something? How long this gonna last for, God? Someone better will come along right? I'm glad to have You who will never ever leave me alone.

Initially the plan was to go out with the peeps after CRS presentation [ it's all over now! :) ]. But yeah, it was cancelled once because i didn't reply them due to the presentation and then we decided to go out again but there was no certain direction to go to or like which place to chill at or what to do. So we were kinda restless already an decided to head home instead and furthermore Singaporean will be having llab test later on (best of luck to u! :) )

Ever since i saw that, my minds have been running wild. Thinking of the worse scenario, my biggest fear. If that's the truth, i wonder if i can really take it and accept it. Even if it's not now, one day it will right? How will i react to it? How will i face it? Will i be strong enough to face it with a smile? Even thinking about it now and then, it hurts.

Ultimately, all i need is people who chose to stay in my life. Who are willing to fight my battle together with me.

Okay, shall post again. Pretty tired. nites, God.

With lots of love,
J