Superb!

Last Wednesday which was 2 days ago. Went to marina square for dinner with jojo n hamster. Oh well, rama buddy and singaporean jerel ps us.

We had Just Acia. ICE CREAMMMM!
Chit-chat, though we don't really have a "common" topic but it's great to update each other about how we are doing.

Tomorrow is Saturday and i'll be going to malaysia's house with si yin angel, joe and malaysian! Though very little of us, but i'm sure it will be a great getaway! :)

I just need it, to get out of Singapore, stop thinking and worrying things here. So tired already.

Okay, 1 more stop to jurong east! Its FRIDAY! Hopefully things are alright today! HAPPIE WORKING!

And God, yesterday angela returned back my log book, so far i've got A for conduct and performance and she commented saying that i've good memory and Superb performance! :) THANKS GOD! :) :)

At least, somehow, my efforts are paid off. Okay.

With lots of Love,
J <3

Visit to malaysian&apos;s land.

Dear God,
Its Week 4, Day 2.
Last weekend, i went to Batu Pahat with angel si yin, KPR joe n Warranty KM. went over to malaysian's hometown! ;D

Was fun, at least stress free and just laugh like siaoo.. ;D eat eat eat. Oh well.. ;D

Though it was only a few of us, but what matters are the time spends together..

Bought dust covers for louiza, farhana, ivan, darren n tjs! Kinda cute ah! ;D and not forgetting my clique too! :)

P.S: i slept on this cute mooooo~~~

With lots of love,
J <3
Hopefully i won't be late today. The train is kinda slow. =.=

Thank You, Lord.

Dear God,
I finally told kak chika what's happening, it's not gonna be easy for her too. Having to clear this mess that i have created. I'm so tired of all this, hoping it will pass pretty soon.

I'm scared. I'm clueless on what to do, til the extent that i don't even dare to look at my hp. Certain things, just mot easy to say out. Too ashamed? Too disgusting? Too insulting? Too embarassing?

Thank You God, for giving me understanding people around me.

Today is Friday, i haven't been updating about things at workplace, it's another thing that made my stress level went up. You know you're stress when you're so sad that you feel like crying yet you ended up laughing with no particular reasons.

Angela wanted me to clear D/O by yesterday which is impossible. Sat for 2 n half hours, clearing all my doubts, felt so goooodd that at least my part are almost done somehow. :)

I just wanna to do my best when given any tasks. God, give me the strengths to hang on, to surrender everything to You, to Trust You. Give me hope when i'm feeling at my lowest, when i'm feeling hopeless.

I'm glad to have awesome colleagues at work. Those laughters during work, during lunch and otw home are peiceless. Thank You, Lord.

Thank You Lord for all the blessings that i cannot see.
Thank You Lord. i just wanna thank You Lord.

Monday Blue.

Dear God, yesterday the atmosphere at work was kinda bad but oh well, it turned out alright at the end of the day. :)

Tons of work need to be done, 101 things need to think about.
But at least the people at work are great. This intern, probably will be one of the best part of my poly life, wasn't what i expected but it's great so far.
Started off from the people waiting for each other after work, walking to bus stop together, going for lunch together, asking the other to take a break, caring for one another, bringing laughter to each others' lives, worrying on after-intern things, sharing about each others' lives, "bullying" each other but it's fun, talk craps, taking photos (must take more!) and also looking out for boss together! Hahaha

I guess when the boss is not around, thats when we gain a lil of freedom! ;D

And today i'll be staying over at my friend's house, Judith! :) sis will be home alone.

I was thinking that since TJS won't be going to work today then Ivan will be going home alone..
Tomorrow shall wake up earlier because i'm not very sure the way to go to work from bukit batok yet.. Hoho

Last but not least, when i told louiza that i'll be emo-ing for a week due to getting back my results and her first respond was "i won't let u emo." so sweet right! ;D

I wonder what i'm gonna do in the future.

Okay, God. I'm yawning already because i keep on looking at this screen.. ~.~

U know what's on my mind and in my heart right. ILY.

P.S: i'll be going to malaysia on saturday! :)

With lots of love,
J <3

Me. Change?

Dear God,
Results are out. But i've yet to get mine yet.
Tried checking it through hp, but the internet was too slow..
Should i check it at work later on?

But what if it affects me later on?
I don't wish for that to happen either but you know i just couldn't control it.
After each paper, every time i'll tell you that i have so called "tried" my est but deep inside i know i haven't.

I wonder where did the old juveline went to.
The one who doesn't really worry about studies but at least know what she's doing in school.
Is it the course?
Is it the people around me?
Or is it just me?
Me, the one who has change?
Me, the one who has turned arrogant?
Me, the one who don't rely on You anymore?

Bring me to the right path, God.

For now, i'm just gonna smile and pretend that everything is alright.

Some people cares, some just curious.

Tomorrow is Friday!

Dear God,
It's Thursday.
2nd week, 4th day of ITP.
Mom n sis are at indo now and yeah, happie bday to Grandma.
Sis will be coming back tomorrow though.

I have yet to decide about the weekends, whether to go or not.
I have yet to decide on lots of things though.
Sometimes i really wish i know how my future will be like, so that i won't have to worry so much about the present.

Itp has been alright so far, except for the things that are needed to be done. Kinda endless. Zzz

And yesterday i went for dinner with jean n judith! Though it was only the 3 of us but it was great! ;D
I'm glad to have people around me who never fails to bring smile and even laughter to my life! ;D
And we went to bukit timah there dor dinner!
Judith was asking me to go over to her place next weekend which might clash with the plan to go to Malaysia.
So back again to priority.

I don't know why but the things he said did bother me.
I shall prove him wrong, nope, prove myself wrong.
After all it's for my good.

I shall go for a jog later on.
With lots of love,
J <3

Monday.

Dear God,
It's Monday again.
2nd week, Day 1.
Hope things will turn out alright..

And results coming out on 20th.
I know You gonna give me the best one for me..

Hmm.. I have yet to talk about this to anyone else except bro..
I don't even know how to start talking about this, but i don't know what to do either..
Last friday, i tried to tell mom about it, yet she was kinda pissed off and indifference at the same time.

So yeah, dad wanna to continue work at Penang, Malaysia. Bro who i thought will oppose to this idea actually supporting dad coz he said dad has never been out of the country at all which is true. It won't be easy, but does that worth the experience?

What i'm worried of is, will he be alright there? We gonna have difficulty in contacting each other but i know it's not easy for him to decide to go to such a far place too. He just wanna do something new, to earn more and be a good dad.

What to do now, God?

1st week down! :)

Dear God, today is finally Saturday!
8 weeks ITP, 1st week down! :)
Thank You for the past one week, for being a great one! ;D

Yesterday was Friday and i ended my first week by celebrating Jess's bday! ;D it was impromptu though, i missed sims bbq, but well, jess's bday was fun! Feels like how things were in the past, i missed it. :) we had dinner at pastamania, then had cake which kinda wasted a lil coz we were all too full alr! N i had basil chicken aglio! My fav! ;D ;D

Glad that jess is alright now, well, at least she seems to be moving on pretty well.. Wish her dreams come true! :) i'm really glad and thankful to have her in my life, she is someone who can really understand how i feel towards certain things though sometimes i have my difficulties to say it out.. She is someone who never fails to encourage me, to cheer me up. Someone who is fragile in the inside yet tried to run away to avoid the pain.
I just wanna her to know that she has been such a great friend and will always be one to us. :) <3

Oh yeah, now i'm otw to city hall to meet edy! :) as always, i'm forever late. Zzzz. Glad that i'm not late during ITP! Hehehe

Its been some time since we last met, well, today gonna be another greatday, ultimately it depends on me, not others :)

I'm having sore throat and blocked nose now. =.= okay, wish it'll be better before monday! The office people atlre getting sick one by one, day by day. Lol!

Thank You, God for your blessings, for your guidance, for your never ending love, for everything.

With lots of love,
J <3

ITP!

Dear God, it's 5th say of ITP now.
1st week of being intern gonna end and 7 more weeks to go!
So far so good! :)
Didn't really what i expected, not those big company with alot of working adults, the pay is alright only compared to my other mates own cubicle working area, no big bosses what-so-ever, no OLs all around, no big company building n stuff like that.

But it turns out better from my expectation! To others it may just be a small mini company but to me it's a good place to learn things from. And the colleagues are friendly too! (this is a super +++ point! And we are all around the same age! Thanks, God! :) :) )

No matter how tired i'm due to itp, somehow i do enjoy it! ;D ;D i've surrendered all to You, You know the best for me. :)

Okay, so here we go, a mini summary of my ITP so far.. ;D

Monday: 1st day of it, i was late for like 10mins or so, due to the bus + me stopping at the wrong bus stop! This is my fault though because i didn't go and racky the place before the start of it. Then when i reached the place, i was kinda shocked coz it's at the carpark level! LOL!! Then initially i thought the 2 bosses (they are husband and wive) will be kinda scary kind. ~.~ but things do change for the better! :)
Because i didn't bring lappy so she assigned me job like filing, writing project code n stuffs. Oh ya, my working place initially was only a round table n a chair.. Lol! N i shared this cubicle room with another 3 people.. :)
After work, i went to meet Jean, Judith, Mega n Ci Amel for hot pot dinner! It was great because we chat, shared and laugheddddd alot! :)

The most miraclous (if there's such word) is i managed to find a receipt by a debtor which wasn't found spotted by any interns or accountants since 4 years ago! ;D ;D YAY! Thank You, God! :)

Then tuesday, i went to work on time, okay ever since the first day, i've been coming on time! ;D YAY! That's a great improvement for me! :) :) then i did searching of files n things since then.. Hoho then after work, i didn't go home, i went to meet Hilary and Fang Hui! Another greatttt day because we chit chat and talked about our first n second day! :) :) JIA YOU K GIRLS FOR ITP! And we had hainanese chicken rice at Clementi! ;D

Wednesday
It's almost the same as Tuesday, went to work as per normal just that i went home straight away after work! ;D (first time reached home early since itp started! (Y) ) and i was super duper happie because the episode for skip beat and dream high 2 are already out!

Thursday which was yesterday, was pretty alright too! :) though at the end of the day, Angela (the person incharge of me) has lots of things for me to do, she expains alotttt! Hopefully i can get it all done by today! ;D and yeah, she has this motherly feel! And workin with here seems better now because she is very understanding, willing to explain things again to you when you don't get it and at least she can joke! Hahaha
Then after work, i went to meet judith, to accompany her to buy her phone, but we ended up going home empty handed. Lol! We chatted non-stop, talking about all sort of thingssss! ;D ;D

That great feeling you have when you have people who you can talk to about anything, anyone, everything! :) :)

And it's FRIDAY!
I'm otw to jurong east now, at choa chu kang alr! :) my eyes gonna close anytime soon. Lol! Though i'm feelig tiredddd, i decided to do a photo montage for jess! :) HAPPIE 20TH BDAY, MY MAN! <3 <3 SERIOUSLY, I MISS YOU LIKE SHYT!!! MISS MISS MISS!

And that's about it for now God.. I have lots of things to tell you but my eyes are tired from looking at the screen already.. ~.~


THANKS GOD FOR THE THINGS SO FAR!

WITH LOTS OF LOVE,
J <3

030312.

Dear God,
I haven't been writing to You, but i have lots of things in mind that i wanna tell You.

I just don't know where to start from. Hmm.. Yesterday i had a mini secondary school class gathering as Yoon Ho just came back from Korea and he gonna enter the army soonnnn. He hasn't changed alot though, still the same as 7 years ago when we first met at Tanglin. YH, Aung n i took the entry test tgt and went to the same class for 5 years! Lol! Except for the part that he is so talllll now! And his family is so cute and polite! We chit chat, took photos, eat, the guys drink drank drunk then some of us cabbed home first..

As exams are over, i'm making full use of my last 2 days of break before the start of attachment. Seriously, i'm scaredddd! What if the boss is scary? What if the colleagues are not so friendly? What is i'm all alone? Aarrgghhhh. Hope the next 8 weeks gonna be an awesome one. After all, no use in worrying right.. Yeah, design n gift, please be nice to me! :)

Now i'm on the train to go to Taman Jurong house. Its been quite some time since i last went to lakeside mrt. Gonna take letters, lots of it i guess. Hoho then gonna meet hilary bobo then meet si yin, we gonna go to hamster's 21st bday party tgt! :)

Last not least, HAPPIE 25TH BDAY, BRO!!! ;D though we are far from you, we still miss you. I know mom and sis do, alot. Love ya! Though you are so irri at times, get violent and bad tempered, but u are a bro that cares. And sorry that i keep on forgetting to do the things u asked me to. =.= forgetful sister u have here. Hehehehe

Okayy, motion sickness as i'm blogging on train. My head getting giddy alreaddy.

Thank You God til this very moment. Take care of mom too. I don't know how to tell her yet.


With lots of love,
J <3