I finally told kak chika what's happening, it's not gonna be easy for her too. Having to clear this mess that i have created. I'm so tired of all this, hoping it will pass pretty soon.
I'm scared. I'm clueless on what to do, til the extent that i don't even dare to look at my hp. Certain things, just mot easy to say out. Too ashamed? Too disgusting? Too insulting? Too embarassing?
Thank You God, for giving me understanding people around me.
Today is Friday, i haven't been updating about things at workplace, it's another thing that made my stress level went up. You know you're stress when you're so sad that you feel like crying yet you ended up laughing with no particular reasons.
Angela wanted me to clear D/O by yesterday which is impossible. Sat for 2 n half hours, clearing all my doubts, felt so goooodd that at least my part are almost done somehow. :)
I just wanna to do my best when given any tasks. God, give me the strengths to hang on, to surrender everything to You, to Trust You. Give me hope when i'm feeling at my lowest, when i'm feeling hopeless.
I'm glad to have awesome colleagues at work. Those laughters during work, during lunch and otw home are peiceless. Thank You, Lord.
Thank You Lord for all the blessings that i cannot see.
Thank You Lord. i just wanna thank You Lord.
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