she is a strong woman.

Dear God,
Thank You for Your never ending love, care and assuring me that Your plan is beautiful.

earlier on, 8am mom was pushed in to the operation theatre. nurses and doctors said it'll take around 6-7 hours for it. You know mom was scared of it. she wasn't sure about how the outcome will be, well, nobody knows.

few mins ago, it was raining heavily. then i received text from sis saying that the operation went well. call me superstituous or whatever but the rain stops and now we are reaching the hospital, the road and its surrounding is all dry.

it's just like how i'm feeling. started of with stormy kinda feel, anxious, scared, worried but You calm me down.

Thank You, God.

You're Great.

this morning when mom was brought down to the operation theatre, that last 30mins with her before the war started, i'll never forget that.
it was the first time we prayed together. Thank You, God.
I still remember vividly when she was against our belief, she got angry and all.

it's a good beginning.

and though I promised i won't cry, but yeah..
what's matter is mom gets well and nothing goes wrong.

Thank You for providing such a wonderful team of professionals, God.
i know it's the best ever that we could ever asked for.
I Thank You alot for that God.

Once again, Thank You God.
with lots of love,
J. <3

P.S: though i have motion sickness, this week won't be easy with the travelling thru and fro of hospital but still, nothing is more painful than what mom's going through. All of us will pull through this, together.