i miss sec school.

Dear God,
It's Sunday again.
in a blink of an eye, another week has passed.

yesterday was great, finally met up with the girls; sha, sya and ame. we started reminiscing about how we used to be, laughing about our stupidity and updating each other about our lives.

growing up is pretty scary.

now, we start to think about our future, showing interests towards the opposite party and find the right one.

i have yet to meet mine though. Maybe it's not the time yet, maybe We have yet to cross each others' path or maybe i'm just plain not ready yet.

there'll be times when i envy those couples. what's the use of having a bf anyway? if it's for the fact that to get married and start a family together, isn't it too early to start it now? what if things go wrong, he is not the right one then we break up? isn't thats what happened nowadays? i still don't understand how people can easily change their hearts and say "i love you, bla bla bla" and the next thing we know is they broke up and found a new one.

but at the same time, i long to meet my Mr.Right, someone who is willing to accept me as who i am. someone who i can act silly with, someone who i can trust and we are simply each others' the other halves.

anyway, back to the main topic. i miss secondary school.
now that we are already in poly, itms very difficult to meet up for meals and it's gonna be even more difficult in time to come. ;(
but i really hope that I'll not drift apart from all this awesome people that have crossed the path of my life.

they make me who i am today.
they never leave me.
they are great just the way they are.

thanks, God.
Lots of love,
J. <3