why is this feeling back again?
The unfairness in life, mistreated?
Nah, somehow i just feel that, it's our responsibility anyway, so what's there to bicker about? but then again, isn't it everyone's part to do?
i guess i'm just pretty over protective towards people around me. that's specially for mom. ever since she is sick, i'll tryyyyy not to let her do house chores.
so this morning, i got a lil irritated, because mom is the type of person that must ensure whatever she asked to do, is done almost Immediately. while for me, i just wanna to do whatever i was doing first before i do her stuff. then yeah, i sort of raised my voice, i got irritated easily. i think this only happened at home. you know whn you're outside, you tend to be more patient towards them, after all u are maintaining your image towards the outsiders.
then i walked to mrt, making my way to school. managed to meet sis at the traffic light and i'm pretty sure she saw me but she didn't even bother to say bye. okay, cool. are u the one getting irritated and annoyed now? like seriously? over what?
you come out of the toilet and said he floor is wet, pretty obvious rite? and what's that comment is supposed to be for? waiting for a maid to come and clean up after you? after all this what 5 years, u have yet to learn to be more sensitive and less-selfish?
once we are irritated by something, everything seems to be irritating.
shall not be irritated anymoreeee, i'll try.
oh well, still, i'm thankful up to this very second, God.
at least, i still have whatever i need.
thanks, God.
lots of love,
J. <3
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