Joint I&I.

Dear God,
yesterday was Joint I&I for S.I.A, SP, Unity Eagles and Singapore Shelton. ;)
things went wrong here and there but we got through it til the very last. ;D

i realised that (nah, it's confirmed somehow), i'm not the extrovert kind. o may start convo here and there with u, but There might be a lil awkwardness here n there. hoho

being a volunteer, my main purpose is not to be recognised here and there. not to be popular so as to be liked or whatever. but plainly to help the less fortunate, to give back to the society.

i'm not a social person, who goes around entertaining people.

i'm not a promoter, who goes around sharing about stuff.

i'm not a ready leader yet, who goes around talking about events and i can't make decisions for myself.

i'm not a superwoman, i'm just a normal girl who likes to volunteer.

i'm glad that i'm in Leo. things changed but i've grown. learning from all the mistakes i made along the way and to improve on myself.

okay, lots u guys.
Love You, Lord.
lots of love.

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Those moments in life when you don't even know what's your purpose of living.

day by day, going through the same routines, trying to break through. Challenging yourself to let go of the past, move on and look forward to the future.

"ultimately people do get tired." that's how i'm feeling right now.

l think it's because i'm a more emotional or sensitive person. i am not a good person. not literally, but things are just breaking apart.

you and me.

August, Sunday.
Dear God,
it's been a month or so since we last texted.
so, History is repeating itself again?
i was expecting more than that.
true that, no expectations, no disappointments.
like seriously.

at the other hand, I think he is going in to NS soon, like in 2 days time or what.
i don't even know whether I should text him or something.
are u gonna carry on like this til the rest of ur lifeeee?
so much for saying wanna to stay as friends.

okay, whatever. ignore me please. :)