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Thursday, October 11, 2012

tired, ashamed, overwhelmed with all these emotions.

Dear God,
here am I surrendering all these overwhelming emotions to You.
Again, it is so tiring to hate him, God.
What should i do?
it feels as though there is no way for me to accept him ever in my life.
though You said that we are supoosed to even treat our enemies the way we treat ourselves, loving them as though they are our friends. but God, it is very tiring.

Why must I even have him in this life of mine?
i don't understand.
and to make it worse, mom is so into him.
i do feel embarrased, ashamed.
especially recently when we discussed about this topic during KTB.
How am I supposed to share about it?!
sis n bro may be ignorant about it, God.
maybe i'm too sensitive or making a big fuss out of nothing, but I just cant accept the fact that he exists.

how long more, God?

Monday, October 1, 2012

We just go on - Pixie Lott

What happens when the water runs away?
What happens when the sunlight starts to fade?
What happens when I love you comes to late?
When things go wrong, we just go on

What happens when you got no more to give?
What happens when there's nothing left to live for?
What happens when the one you love is not the one you're with
When things go wrong, we just go on

No ones scared of flying, were just scared of crashing down
No ones scared of falling, were just scared to hit the ground
Even if your heart gets broke, you're stronger then you'll ever know
When things go wrong, we just go on

What happens when your best is not enough?
What happens when your soul mate is already in love?
How you meant to pick the pieces up
When things go wrong, we just go on

No ones scared of flying, were just scared of crashing down
No ones scared of falling, were just scared to hit the ground
Even if your heart gets broke, you're stronger then you'll ever know
When things go wrong we just go on

We don't need much, much of anything no
Just the hope of what tomorrow brings X2

What happens when your lucky numbers wrong?
What happens when you lose someone you've always counted on?
What happens when it feels like life's just stringing you along?
When things go wrong, we just go on
When things go wrong, we just go on