Dear God,
here am I surrendering all these overwhelming emotions to You.
Again, it is so tiring to hate him, God.
What should i do?
it feels as though there is no way for me to accept him ever in my life.
though You said that we are supoosed to even treat our enemies the way we treat ourselves, loving them as though they are our friends. but God, it is very tiring.
Why must I even have him in this life of mine?
i don't understand.
and to make it worse, mom is so into him.
i do feel embarrased, ashamed.
especially recently when we discussed about this topic during KTB.
How am I supposed to share about it?!
sis n bro may be ignorant about it, God.
maybe i'm too sensitive or making a big fuss out of nothing, but I just cant accept the fact that he exists.
how long more, God?
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